Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Come closer when I go far, you know the games I like to play
Come close when I say ‘be gone’, you know that’s when I need you to stay
Love me when I cry, you know your touch can wipe the pain in my eyes
Kiss me when I walk away , you know how to find the truth in my lies

Stay longer when I ask you to leave, you know how much I want you to stay
Tease me longer when I shy away, you know that’s all that makes my day
Love me when I am sad, you know your breath can cool my burns
Kiss me when I fall apart, you know how to learn my needs and my concerns

Come stay with me and learn the girl in me,
You know the past now let’s discover the future
Come play with me and the find the madness in me,
You know how crazy we could get when we’re together

Love me when I cry, you know your touch can wipe the pain in my eyes
Kiss me when I walk away, you know how to find truth in my lies

Monday, May 11, 2009

Tired of my poems? I have more in store.

I am not a specialist in life but I think I have few inputs:
This is not a story or does not have anything to do with me but I feel I can change A lot of Lives..
What is “LOVE ?”
If you real think about it, it’s a mere feeling of wanting someone. A perspective which you don’t want others to correct you on, when you are in love you are almost blind and hence love is blind.

You lose yourself bit by bit, you change for him, he changes himself for you ..to fit in. Finally when you realize you lack YOU in you, you blame him for it and same holds for him. And finally you start walking the steps of hatred.. you find fault in all what he does and all you do, which you did happily to impress him before.. and then feel miserable.. so how blind does love make..and is it necessary ?

When you fall in love you get blind but when you need to hold on to it long enough I think you need to look into your love, see through it all the things that come with it. Find out what you are capable of giving and what you can afford to lose. If you are ok with all of it, you will finally see what is love.

Love is no more blind…
Ciao !

Tuesday, May 5, 2009


When you wake me up, tucking my hair that falls on my face
I feel like a child beside her lovely mother
When you come closer and feel my heart’s pace
I feel like i melt in you and it starts to beat faster

I wish we stay like this forever
Celebrate each day like there will never be another

When you kiss my forehead, breathing in the scent of the skin
I feel like i am protected under the wings of an angel
When you just keep staring, playing with my hair
I feel like i’ll drown in you, your deep brown eyes


I wish we’ ll be there for each other
Kiss each other like we’ ve never done it before
Hold on to each other , watch the steps so we don’t fall
And live to the fullest like nobody ever lived before


Thursday, April 23, 2009

I live alone and write these songs
My head kept light and forget my wrongs
I travel to the far far island
Where nobody knows my name
And look into the dying sun
And think about the boy I loved
But I have given up, given up of dreaming
And keep watching my love die with the dying sun

I speak to my silent diary
I fight with it but then I hug it dearly
‘cause this is all I have
This is what keeps me going

The letters are my friends, this pen my soul
The solitude that surrounds me
Gives me peace of mind than any other soul
Who claimed to love me and be there when I was alone
But where have they all gone now, oh I am just glad.
And I live with all my new friends around
Each new day, a brand new song


And then I go think about this boy for whom I cried
For whom I still watch the dying sun
‘Cause this is all I do now
And this is what keeps me going

Tuesday, April 14, 2009


Come with me, come along and have an affair with me
You wont regret one thing you did with me
Cos I know boy what I got and all what you need



Sing with me, sing this song I wrote for you and me
When the sun still shining right above our yatch
When the wine is till making waves in our heads


Stay with me, as long as you don’t wanna leave, oh please
I will give you all the space you need
And give you more if you will ask it to me


So baby jus come with me, come along and sweep me off my feet
You were always on my head and my heart
Cos I know deep down , you’re still in love with me

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

It was just a dream; not beyond that
But it crushed many dreams
It was not my future; not my present
But it crushed my future; my present

Funny how people come and go
Funny how stupid this heart works
It’s illogical and irritated
Never satisfied always wandering

Confusion never took a turn this way
Where I found the road stopped
There was no reverse gear for this car
There was only a window pane
Through which I saw nothing; but A vague tomorrow

So I am taking what he gave me
I am pulling through into nowhere
This is my life, this is my choice
No regrets, all promises UN kept

I am taking what I gave myself
I could have lived a better life
I could have lived the perfect lie

But I gave truth no hide out; I would never!
So I am leaving it all, forgive me Father.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Mornings never looked this calm, I have a lot of time
To think of us and may be just about you
The nights felt never this lonely
I feel tired but I cannot sleep, I have a lot of time
To cry for us and may be just for you.

All these years of masquerading
Didn’t you ever feel I was never faking
All these years of being for each other
And I always felt I was the only one trying
In the conversations you were the only one lying

So I know my mornings and my nights have changed
Every day smile faded and my thoughts engaged
To feel for us again or just feel for you
And I know not how do I do when I am so wounded

Saturday, February 21, 2009

sitting on my couch, sipping on the hot hot coffee,

I kept thinking where i was standing , as a woman in this strange world.

People come and people go, do they really mean when they seem so dear

Or are the devils still cooking inside ,inside their brains, oh i have fear.


I was in love and i was tamed to behave,

lost my mind in something , in something i dont care.

I was in love and i was told to be the same

lost the fun in me , for a pain i couldn share.
staring onto this life i fear, i might end up as one of those

masquerading, smiling unwantedly


I was in love and i still dont behave

Need i calm down or need i end this dearly

My life never made sense , not to me or not to any

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

How my life has turned empty
As i chose to walk alone.
How my days are turning dark
As i chose to be this blind
but i do not compromise On the love i should 've got.
and i do not want to hear from you"You will get all what u've got before"
Cos i do not compromise On the love i should 've got

How my feet are burning hot
As i chose to walk this way.
How my heart beats out of time
As i chose to think of u, of us.
And i do not wanna feelLike i'm just one in the crowd
And i do not want to hearThat "this is all i have for you"
And i do not wanna seeYou turn your back on me
Cos i do not compromiseOn the love i should 've got.. From you

Sunday, February 8, 2009

I need you beside me; when I am cold and lazy all day long
I need your love upon me; when I am tired and lonely
So wont you try come home, oh wont you try come home

I know we said somethings in the fight we had
And I hurt your feeling without care; but what have you done now ?
You left me alone and it kills me; kills me softly.
So wont you try come back oh come back and we ll make things alright.

I love you like I never did ; and I know you feel still the same
So wont you try understand, this pain we both live in now
And wont you try come home, oh please wont you try..

put country music for this

I thot i told you baby , you got me goin crazy
you just had to smile and i was swept off honey
so wont you let me in.. oh baby let me in.

The bus came by and we jumped in fast
And i sat near the window and i smelled your coat
hmm baby let me in.. just let me in

You touched me right and you kissed me slow
It was like the key to this song and red wine to my brain
so baby let me in , come on now let me in

All the candles gone out and the room smells right
And the neighbors gone out and all the dogs asleep
so you can let me in.. dont you wanna let me in..

Saturday, February 7, 2009

No title for the Poems ..Pls excuse

i have a feeling, i may stop looking at colors cos without u its all black n white
I have a feeling I may stop thinking
cos my heart says its right but i think its wrong

The days passed away like snow on the sun
but your smile stays in my heart forever..It ll stay forever

so do i get to see my tears everynight.
cos when i think its wrong deep down it feels damn right

I know i ll lose you into the crowd
where you first saw me and called out my name aloud..

and i know i will love u no matter whats left between us
cos only you have taught me how love can be felt.
Is not just lust, its not just trust
Its what we care to hold tight when all the rest is lost