Dead or Alive

There is a place where I'd feel alive
A secret place where I'd truly belong
Everywhere else I will put a on a fake smile
Only to be hurt ; to come back and write this song

I cant be the same, cant lie anymore
I cant feel the love and I cant ignore
So I go , I go to this place where I feel alive
My darkest place where I truly belong

I wish that I could be gone forever
I dont even want to complete this song
I dont think I would ever feel alive here
Until I reach where I truly belong

Away

I want to fly into the air of silence
To toss like on a boat thats about to sink
To grin at earth when i see it shrink
Where sorrows cannot chain me down
Where my face never has to wear this frown
To the land of crystals and honey rivers
Where I lay warm in the sand and forget the shivers
I wait and wait..for my soul to embark
With a vision that can take me far
Away into the blue beyond as a bright new star

Love: A diminishing natural resource!

Love, the way I see it is the most valued miracle in the universe. It is often spoken of, told, felt, shared but never explained to the full meaning it holds. Humans have limited capabilities in understanding or defining this wonderful mystery.
For some it is an unconditional commitment, for some the value of a promise, for some it is a pain when unattained, for some a habitual practice and different things to different people.
Love does sometimes tie one to innumerable worries but it also gives the most comforting smile.
But the sad truth we face each day is that this wonder is depreciating from our lives. Life has become a battle. Competitive minds see nothing but profit in front of them. We talk so much about the global warming, how it is affecting our mother earth. Ever thought of our lack of warmth of love inside? How civilization is getting washed out in this race to win money, status? When was the last time you trusted someone completely? A very disturbing thought but it is truth, we are getting less human each day.
Compatibility is the new term. It is not the mental compatibility that is meant here but the financial compatibility, appearance and the accessories that come with it. Everybody is busy, nobody cares to get to know a person, to feel for someone, to show some respect.
And when you have lived a life this way what do you get in the end? A life full of regret, loneliness and desperation. For the Power above us created each one of us with this unseen resource called Love and the lack of it or I would say the artificially induced deficiency of it would eventually backfire.
So what if some one is a little poor, or someone is not so attractive, at the end of the day nobody is perfect!
“Spread the smile, love for a while
And let the clouds of misery move out for a bright sunshine”

Lonely Mary

Her story begins here, name was Mary
She had no friends but tons of pain to carry
Had no big hopes in life, had very little money
Dressed in the same grey dress even on a Sunday

She headed to the woods where she likes to hide and cry
That night she met someone there, this pretty blue eyed boy

He sang to her one song and he held her hands tight
Never did poor Mary felt so much happy and light
Night and day he listened to what she had to say
Kept talking still walking, his eyes to her like a sun ray, she followed him blindly all the way

Stumbled upon her own feet she fell, facedown on to the ground
She woke up and saw the wolves starring at her with a restless frown
Scared to death she looked around, pretty boy she loved was no where found

And then she sipped to the last drop of her gin
And left the bar with a lousy grin
Dreams can make a shaken world an exciting place,
Lonely Mary knew this more than anyone else

Story ends here, the name was Mary
She had no one to love but tons of loss to carry

I see a thousand sunrise without you by my side..

I see a thousand smiles everywhere, but its urs that i try to find

I walk a thousand miles.. hoping someday u'd walk along..

And i 'll wait for you in all my lives , to hold ur hands once again and sing to you this song

Seasons change frequently around us
Reasons change for fights between us
but our love can never come down
Our spirits can never run down

There may be many miles between us
Never have the time to focus
But no one can put down the fire in us
Never slow down the rush each time we kiss

I may not see you often
Not often watch you while you're sleepin
But in my heart you are..you are my king
In my life you are the sweetest thing

Your eyes, clear as the happy blue sky
Sparling like a bright clear star
Fullfilling all my deep deep desire

Your words, flow like a shakespearean tale
Never ever does it fail
Takes away all my sore and pain

Your touch, like a miracle bearing breeze
Healing my deepest burns and wounds
And the love it holds knows no bounds

Your Heart, deep as the blue ocean
Calm as a cool wide lake
Pure as a mountain spring
A dew on the hardest sin

My life, like a fairy tale
Each day bright as the morning star
Each night discovering who you are
And my love, i love it all for who ever you are