Seasons change frequently around us
Reasons change for fights between us
but our love can never come down
Our spirits can never run down

There may be many miles between us
Never have the time to focus
But no one can put down the fire in us
Never slow down the rush each time we kiss

I may not see you often
Not often watch you while you're sleepin
But in my heart you are..you are my king
In my life you are the sweetest thing

Your eyes, clear as the happy blue sky
Sparling like a bright clear star
Fullfilling all my deep deep desire

Your words, flow like a shakespearean tale
Never ever does it fail
Takes away all my sore and pain

Your touch, like a miracle bearing breeze
Healing my deepest burns and wounds
And the love it holds knows no bounds

Your Heart, deep as the blue ocean
Calm as a cool wide lake
Pure as a mountain spring
A dew on the hardest sin

My life, like a fairy tale
Each day bright as the morning star
Each night discovering who you are
And my love, i love it all for who ever you are

Somethin to think..

24 years of memorizing theories and observing behaviors around me and I finally realized the existence of true happiness is not in that book I read nor in that movie I watched, but in me, all inside me.
I can make my life peaceful, happy, content, disastrous all in the press of a button, in my head. The button of simple logic and yes, the answer is in me.
First of all there is this phrase that can work the magic. Keep it simple.. and real, yes the “Real” part is something I added because this is very very important ; trust me , the moment you fake is the moment of uncertain confusions. This is true… but it is hard to memorize a lie exactly the same way.
And in any circumstances listen to your heart and only your heart, because we are all humans and we always have contempt in another human’s opinion and this lies deep down inside, sleeping like a monster and then we think over, is this a better answer or is there a more attractive one? Or should I still listen to my heart ? Questions, questions all over.. The unsatisfying nature of humans.. it’s just typical isn’t it?
In moments of crisis think of a worse one. So you had a break up, a bad fight, lost your pet.. have you thought about how it is to stare at a tube that is feeding you plunged into your throat and you can no more chew or taste your food and all you smell is rot ? thought about having a date and you can never see how pretty you look in that new dress? Thought about having to see someone over you , squeezing inch by inch of you and laughing at you when you lay naked and get paid for a days meal? That is misery, real misery. Still people survive, people come out of it, dream of a better life.. so how hurt are you ?

And life is not always about being right, being beautiful, being sensible and being thoughtful. We have so many emotions in us. We dream, we miss, we are naughty, we break rules, sometimes forgive, cry over little things, act stupid and we love..and a lot more.. together we hold up this tiny little soul we have, and it should never be a disaster that should open our eyes to all what we left behind. That’s when you can say you have LIVED your life.

Who ?

I love the look in your eyes, icy cold but roasted brown
I love the way you lay ,on some frozen bricks
I love the way you play, with just me in my head
I love the fire you burn inside, when you pass

Give me, something a little bit more
I cant see anything right but I don’t really care any more
Hit me, right in my swinging head
I cant feel my feet, but they re swinging with the song
Come hit me right and take me for a ride
Show me some stars and ride along my side

They say its colder outside now, so we get you straight to mouth
They say u can balance it all out, but I cant balance on my own
Feeling funny inside, a lot more naughty outside
But I can connect with myself now

Give me, something evil to think over
I cant think anything right but I don’t really care any more

Give me, something crazy to shout aloud

I cant listen anything right but just the noises in my head

Come mix with me slow and take me to your world
Teach me to burn like fire over bricks of ice
Give me, something a little bit more hard and nice

When I watch the ice rolling to my nose
I cant see anything right but I don’t really care any more

I am finally seeing the sparkle in my eyes
When I leave behind your hardest memories
They still haunt me, your brown eyes
But I don’t want it anymore, I ve got a life to live
I used to live my life like I owed it to you, had to keep u happy always
Never once lived a moment for what I longed for, I had to keep trying badly
I was torn and disgusted still managed a smile
But you never seemed to care, just kept on pushing me off the edge
I was cold and lost , thinking of how to get out
And finally I left it all behind, let go this once
I am finally seeing the sparkle in my eyes
The clouds have moved out of it
The rain poured out of it and everything is over
And now I have left it all behind me, the bruises you gifted
Still it haunts me, your demanding smile
But I don’t want it anymore, I have a life to live and a smile to give
But not for you , this time, just for my tired heart.

When I feel the pressure and I am all alone
You come with a smile and you take me home
There is nothing better when you hold my hand
There is nothing sweeter when you sing to me my songs

And you seem so silly when you ask for a kiss
And I love you truly and I don’t wanna miss
One moment without you, this comes from my heart
One laughter without you, this comes from my soul

And when you ‘re out and alone, baby don’t be shy
Give a call and I ‘ll be there wherever you are
With hugs and kisses , I know that’s your favorite part

And I love you madly and I don’t wanna miss
One moment without you, this comes from my heart
One tear drop without you near, this comes from my soul.

Come closer when I go far, you know the games I like to play
Come close when I say ‘be gone’, you know that’s when I need you to stay
Love me when I cry, you know your touch can wipe the pain in my eyes
Kiss me when I walk away , you know how to find the truth in my lies

Stay longer when I ask you to leave, you know how much I want you to stay
Tease me longer when I shy away, you know that’s all that makes my day
Love me when I am sad, you know your breath can cool my burns
Kiss me when I fall apart, you know how to learn my needs and my concerns

Come stay with me and learn the girl in me,
You know the past now let’s discover the future
Come play with me and the find the madness in me,
You know how crazy we could get when we’re together

Love me when I cry, you know your touch can wipe the pain in my eyes
Kiss me when I walk away, you know how to find truth in my lies

Tired of my poems? I have more in store.

I am not a specialist in life but I think I have few inputs:
This is not a story or does not have anything to do with me but I feel I can change A lot of Lives..
What is “LOVE ?”
If you real think about it, it’s a mere feeling of wanting someone. A perspective which you don’t want others to correct you on, when you are in love you are almost blind and hence love is blind.

You lose yourself bit by bit, you change for him, he changes himself for you ..to fit in. Finally when you realize you lack YOU in you, you blame him for it and same holds for him. And finally you start walking the steps of hatred.. you find fault in all what he does and all you do, which you did happily to impress him before.. and then feel miserable.. so how blind does love make..and is it necessary ?

When you fall in love you get blind but when you need to hold on to it long enough I think you need to look into your love, see through it all the things that come with it. Find out what you are capable of giving and what you can afford to lose. If you are ok with all of it, you will finally see what is love.

Love is no more blind…
Ciao !

When you wake me up, tucking my hair that falls on my face
I feel like a child beside her lovely mother
When you come closer and feel my heart’s pace
I feel like i melt in you and it starts to beat faster

I wish we stay like this forever
Celebrate each day like there will never be another

When you kiss my forehead, breathing in the scent of the skin
I feel like i am protected under the wings of an angel
When you just keep staring, playing with my hair
I feel like i’ll drown in you, your deep brown eyes

I wish we’ ll be there for each other
Kiss each other like we’ ve never done it before
Hold on to each other , watch the steps so we don’t fall
And live to the fullest like nobody ever lived before

I live alone and write these songs
My head kept light and forget my wrongs
I travel to the far far island
Where nobody knows my name
And look into the dying sun
And think about the boy I loved
But I have given up, given up of dreaming
And keep watching my love die with the dying sun

I speak to my silent diary
I fight with it but then I hug it dearly
‘cause this is all I have
This is what keeps me going

The letters are my friends, this pen my soul
The solitude that surrounds me
Gives me peace of mind than any other soul
Who claimed to love me and be there when I was alone
But where have they all gone now, oh I am just glad.
And I live with all my new friends around
Each new day, a brand new song

And then I go think about this boy for whom I cried
For whom I still watch the dying sun
‘Cause this is all I do now
And this is what keeps me going

Come with me, come along and have an affair with me
You wont regret one thing you did with me
Cos I know boy what I got and all what you need


Sing with me, sing this song I wrote for you and me
When the sun still shining right above our yatch
When the wine is till making waves in our heads

Stay with me, as long as you don’t wanna leave, oh please
I will give you all the space you need
And give you more if you will ask it to me

So baby jus come with me, come along and sweep me off my feet
You were always on my head and my heart
Cos I know deep down , you’re still in love with me

It was just a dream; not beyond that
But it crushed many dreams
It was not my future; not my present
But it crushed my future; my present

Funny how people come and go
Funny how stupid this heart works
It’s illogical and irritated
Never satisfied always wandering

Confusion never took a turn this way
Where I found the road stopped
There was no reverse gear for this car
There was only a window pane
Through which I saw nothing; but A vague tomorrow

So I am taking what he gave me
I am pulling through into nowhere
This is my life, this is my choice
No regrets, all promises UN kept

I am taking what I gave myself
I could have lived a better life
I could have lived the perfect lie

But I gave truth no hide out; I would never!
So I am leaving it all, forgive me Father.

Mornings never looked this calm, I have a lot of time
To think of us and may be just about you
The nights felt never this lonely
I feel tired but I cannot sleep, I have a lot of time
To cry for us and may be just for you.

All these years of masquerading
Didn’t you ever feel I was never faking
All these years of being for each other
And I always felt I was the only one trying
In the conversations you were the only one lying

So I know my mornings and my nights have changed
Every day smile faded and my thoughts engaged
To feel for us again or just feel for you
And I know not how do I do when I am so wounded

sitting on my couch, sipping on the hot hot coffee,

I kept thinking where i was standing , as a woman in this strange world.

People come and people go, do they really mean when they seem so dear

Or are the devils still cooking inside ,inside their brains, oh i have fear.

I was in love and i was tamed to behave,

lost my mind in something , in something i dont care.

I was in love and i was told to be the same

lost the fun in me , for a pain i couldn share.
staring onto this life i fear, i might end up as one of those

masquerading, smiling unwantedly

I was in love and i still dont behave

Need i calm down or need i end this dearly

My life never made sense , not to me or not to any

How my life has turned empty
As i chose to walk alone.
How my days are turning dark
As i chose to be this blind
but i do not compromise On the love i should 've got.
and i do not want to hear from you"You will get all what u've got before"
Cos i do not compromise On the love i should 've got

How my feet are burning hot
As i chose to walk this way.
How my heart beats out of time
As i chose to think of u, of us.
And i do not wanna feelLike i'm just one in the crowd
And i do not want to hearThat "this is all i have for you"
And i do not wanna seeYou turn your back on me
Cos i do not compromiseOn the love i should 've got.. From you

I need you beside me; when I am cold and lazy all day long
I need your love upon me; when I am tired and lonely
So wont you try come home, oh wont you try come home

I know we said somethings in the fight we had
And I hurt your feeling without care; but what have you done now ?
You left me alone and it kills me; kills me softly.
So wont you try come back oh come back and we ll make things alright.

I love you like I never did ; and I know you feel still the same
So wont you try understand, this pain we both live in now
And wont you try come home, oh please wont you try..

put country music for this

I thot i told you baby , you got me goin crazy
you just had to smile and i was swept off honey
so wont you let me in.. oh baby let me in.

The bus came by and we jumped in fast
And i sat near the window and i smelled your coat
hmm baby let me in.. just let me in

You touched me right and you kissed me slow
It was like the key to this song and red wine to my brain
so baby let me in , come on now let me in

All the candles gone out and the room smells right
And the neighbors gone out and all the dogs asleep
so you can let me in.. dont you wanna let me in..

No title for the Poems ..Pls excuse

i have a feeling, i may stop looking at colors cos without u its all black n white
I have a feeling I may stop thinking
cos my heart says its right but i think its wrong

The days passed away like snow on the sun
but your smile stays in my heart forever..It ll stay forever

so do i get to see my tears everynight.
cos when i think its wrong deep down it feels damn right

I know i ll lose you into the crowd
where you first saw me and called out my name aloud..

and i know i will love u no matter whats left between us
cos only you have taught me how love can be felt.
Is not just lust, its not just trust
Its what we care to hold tight when all the rest is lost