It was just a dream; not beyond that
But it crushed many dreams
It was not my future; not my present
But it crushed my future; my present

Funny how people come and go
Funny how stupid this heart works
It’s illogical and irritated
Never satisfied always wandering

Confusion never took a turn this way
Where I found the road stopped
There was no reverse gear for this car
There was only a window pane
Through which I saw nothing; but A vague tomorrow

So I am taking what he gave me
I am pulling through into nowhere
This is my life, this is my choice
No regrets, all promises UN kept

I am taking what I gave myself
I could have lived a better life
I could have lived the perfect lie

But I gave truth no hide out; I would never!
So I am leaving it all, forgive me Father.

Mornings never looked this calm, I have a lot of time
To think of us and may be just about you
The nights felt never this lonely
I feel tired but I cannot sleep, I have a lot of time
To cry for us and may be just for you.

All these years of masquerading
Didn’t you ever feel I was never faking
All these years of being for each other
And I always felt I was the only one trying
In the conversations you were the only one lying

So I know my mornings and my nights have changed
Every day smile faded and my thoughts engaged
To feel for us again or just feel for you
And I know not how do I do when I am so wounded

sitting on my couch, sipping on the hot hot coffee,

I kept thinking where i was standing , as a woman in this strange world.

People come and people go, do they really mean when they seem so dear

Or are the devils still cooking inside ,inside their brains, oh i have fear.

I was in love and i was tamed to behave,

lost my mind in something , in something i dont care.

I was in love and i was told to be the same

lost the fun in me , for a pain i couldn share.
staring onto this life i fear, i might end up as one of those

masquerading, smiling unwantedly

I was in love and i still dont behave

Need i calm down or need i end this dearly

My life never made sense , not to me or not to any

How my life has turned empty
As i chose to walk alone.
How my days are turning dark
As i chose to be this blind
but i do not compromise On the love i should 've got.
and i do not want to hear from you"You will get all what u've got before"
Cos i do not compromise On the love i should 've got

How my feet are burning hot
As i chose to walk this way.
How my heart beats out of time
As i chose to think of u, of us.
And i do not wanna feelLike i'm just one in the crowd
And i do not want to hearThat "this is all i have for you"
And i do not wanna seeYou turn your back on me
Cos i do not compromiseOn the love i should 've got.. From you

I need you beside me; when I am cold and lazy all day long
I need your love upon me; when I am tired and lonely
So wont you try come home, oh wont you try come home

I know we said somethings in the fight we had
And I hurt your feeling without care; but what have you done now ?
You left me alone and it kills me; kills me softly.
So wont you try come back oh come back and we ll make things alright.

I love you like I never did ; and I know you feel still the same
So wont you try understand, this pain we both live in now
And wont you try come home, oh please wont you try..

put country music for this

I thot i told you baby , you got me goin crazy
you just had to smile and i was swept off honey
so wont you let me in.. oh baby let me in.

The bus came by and we jumped in fast
And i sat near the window and i smelled your coat
hmm baby let me in.. just let me in

You touched me right and you kissed me slow
It was like the key to this song and red wine to my brain
so baby let me in , come on now let me in

All the candles gone out and the room smells right
And the neighbors gone out and all the dogs asleep
so you can let me in.. dont you wanna let me in..

No title for the Poems ..Pls excuse

i have a feeling, i may stop looking at colors cos without u its all black n white
I have a feeling I may stop thinking
cos my heart says its right but i think its wrong

The days passed away like snow on the sun
but your smile stays in my heart forever..It ll stay forever

so do i get to see my tears everynight.
cos when i think its wrong deep down it feels damn right

I know i ll lose you into the crowd
where you first saw me and called out my name aloud..

and i know i will love u no matter whats left between us
cos only you have taught me how love can be felt.
Is not just lust, its not just trust
Its what we care to hold tight when all the rest is lost