I am finally seeing the sparkle in my eyes
When I leave behind your hardest memories
They still haunt me, your brown eyes
But I don’t want it anymore, I ve got a life to live
I used to live my life like I owed it to you, had to keep u happy always
Never once lived a moment for what I longed for, I had to keep trying badly
I was torn and disgusted still managed a smile
But you never seemed to care, just kept on pushing me off the edge
I was cold and lost , thinking of how to get out
And finally I left it all behind, let go this once
I am finally seeing the sparkle in my eyes
The clouds have moved out of it
The rain poured out of it and everything is over
And now I have left it all behind me, the bruises you gifted
Still it haunts me, your demanding smile
But I don’t want it anymore, I have a life to live and a smile to give
But not for you , this time, just for my tired heart.