It was just a dream; not beyond that
But it crushed many dreams
It was not my future; not my present
But it crushed my future; my present

Funny how people come and go
Funny how stupid this heart works
It’s illogical and irritated
Never satisfied always wandering

Confusion never took a turn this way
Where I found the road stopped
There was no reverse gear for this car
There was only a window pane
Through which I saw nothing; but A vague tomorrow

So I am taking what he gave me
I am pulling through into nowhere
This is my life, this is my choice
No regrets, all promises UN kept

I am taking what I gave myself
I could have lived a better life
I could have lived the perfect lie

But I gave truth no hide out; I would never!
So I am leaving it all, forgive me Father.