sitting on my couch, sipping on the hot hot coffee,

I kept thinking where i was standing , as a woman in this strange world.

People come and people go, do they really mean when they seem so dear

Or are the devils still cooking inside ,inside their brains, oh i have fear.

I was in love and i was tamed to behave,

lost my mind in something , in something i dont care.

I was in love and i was told to be the same

lost the fun in me , for a pain i couldn share.
staring onto this life i fear, i might end up as one of those

masquerading, smiling unwantedly

I was in love and i still dont behave

Need i calm down or need i end this dearly

My life never made sense , not to me or not to any